I am sick of winter already and it hasn't even started yet! It is cold, rainy, and windy and I am still waiting for summer! What happened to July? I missed it!
It hasn't been my best week. I think with Forbidden Broadway done (for now), I've had too much spare time on my hands. Spare time isn't a good thing for me. It gives me too much time to feel lonely. I love having my friends around, but they aren't the same and having a guy around. I know, Melissa is doing the whole "I want to be single for a while" thing, and that's great! But I did the "i want to be single for a while" thing for the better part of 19 years. I didn't care for it much then, and I certainly don't care for it much now. It's not that I want to date someone just to date someone. There is no point to that. I just wish I could find a man who I enjoy spending time with and doing things with. (And maybe someone who wouldn't mind snuggling up to watch a movie!) Why is it so hard to find guys like that? It's so frustrating. I am ready to meet someone. I'm not ready for anything serious, but finding someone to date would be nice. This is much harder than I remember it being.
Other than my man-woes, not much else is new hear! I had my first marketing meeting at the Grand last night. I didn't feel like I had much to contribute at this point, but I'm keeping my eyes out and my mind open to new ideas that can bring business in. I am REALLY looking forward to going to Iowa City next weekend for homecoming! I really need to get away and cut lose a bit. Mostly, I need to get out of town for a while! I'm stressed!
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