It's been a rough couple of weeks. School is back in session and I just can't seem to snap back into things. Last semester I was taking 17 credits and I rocked it out! I almost made deans list- and this semester I'm only taking 14 and just feel like I'm always behind! It's like I'm starting my 2nd year at Clarke, and (though I'm technically a junior,) I've hit my sophomore slump. I can't seem to find my stride. I'm always tired, always doing homework, and always feel alone. Michelle is working at the bowling alley a few days a week now and so she's gone more, and when Katie's not working she's with her boyfriend- (whether she should be or not is debatable in my opinion, but she's a big girl and is perfectly capable of making her own decisions, of which I will be supportive). I feel like I live alone with my cat- and while he is a very cute cat- he's not very good company. I feel like the rest of the world just keeps on trucking and I've been left behind. I think my body/mind is still on summer vacation.
Hopefully this weekend will help me catch up! I head to Iowa City for homecoming this weekend, which is always a BLAST! I don't think I have ever had a bad time during Iowa's homecoming (though for the first time, I've never actually heard of the bands performing...) Michelle and I are headed to IC when she gets off work and I get out of class Friday and I just want to have a good time! I need it. When I haven't been in class, doing homework, or moping about at home, I've been working like a fool. I'm trying to pay off all my other debts (i.e. car/ credit card/etc.) so that I can start saving for Spring '12's choir trip to Argentina and then not have any debt other than student loans by the time I graduate. Therefore, despite the fact that I'm a working fool- I am a poor working fool.
I apologize for my pitty party. I've been so blue and moody lately that my friends and family are probably getting sick of me, so I needed a new outlet to blow off some steam in. I don't think anyone actually reads this, so I'm probably not annoying anyone, but it makes me feel better to get it all out there.
Until next time.
I read it Molli lady :)
ReplyDeleteWe all have days like that. I had to take a "sanity" day off work last week so that i had 2 seconds to myself that didn't involve work work work. Keep on trucking babe. :)
~Sarah~